So it's August 8, months later and the blog thing didn't go so well....or at least updating it as often. It's 3:30 in the morning and my room is warm and the fan is going. Wonder if we'll get a thunderstorm? Unless we already had one.
Just had to stop by and write something. Just feeling right now that I have no one to talk to. Kinda feel like if I tell someone my feelings, I'll get rejected, judged or worse, ignored. Just having typical feelings of a single girl? Kinda feeling like I am being used and lead on....story of my life..minus the physical stuff of course...goes without saying. I admit there are tears, but why wouldn't there be. Right.
So what is the right amount of thinking and what is too much??? or too little?? Thank god I have been single...and will be for a while....? Prob...and I am ok with that.
So I just got distracted....man the pain won't go away...thank goodness the doc appt is less then a month away:p...wonder what will be going on there? we'llll seee
So I am gonna go listen to some music and chill before bed......
Write again soon;)
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